It was interesting to go through unexpected emotions in the last two weeks: Feeling lost and pathless although I know what I want: finding a new place and establish a new life. It took some time to realise that I am going through a period of grief and actually saying goodbye to my life as it was in the UK... This was one of the reasons why I could not start the blog. I felt a bit depressed and a bit lost despite the joyful train journey and meeting similar minded open people that was such a gift from the universe or God or both :)